Mostly. Banner is by the beautiful and luscious i_wear_masks.

In case you are wondering that's something I'm addressing to myself. I obtained it through this angry girl's phone post. I'm hypnotized by it.

YA'LL GONNA MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND UP IN HERE, UP IN HERE. I used to want to be Missy Elliott. Let's-a-go-a like a hoa~

And then STAND OUT ABOVE THE CROWD EVEN IF I GOTTA SHOUT OUT LOUD!

Oh my GOD.

Current Music: ahahahahaha

For once I went for a walk alone at night. I admit that was kind of stupid. But I did get to see barf on the ground before the rain washed it away.

It officially felt weird to say "lamb" without the "Buh". DAMN YOU ALEX. She needs to have LJ again.

Isn't it ironic that nerve_ending_ ended? I deleted it because I found myself being hurtled into another place. oldetymerootbee was the start of me getting caught up in too many knots. Materialism, and I figured out how that worked soon enough. It seems inconvenient, but if anything you can look back and think of that as a bold illustration of how you change or don't want to. Maybe NOT bold, but an illustration of how large the situation was. You don't realize how things that don't have anything to do with you end up changing your life. Maybe there's an equation for how that connects to what you bring in.

Oh, and changed female exploitation to male exploitation. Leggett's ultrafeminism is frustrating. Who can make up a demeaning name for men that has the same affect as "chicks"? I don't even need it, since girlhate is different, but it would be cute.

Verdi, I bet your Requiem isn't even that great. Not great enough for me to spend twenty minutes downloading.

My mood swings are delighted to be with me so often. Maybe I'm just being seasonal?

This NIN thing is making me paranoid, which is in turn making me a lot more content than I was before. Whaaaat? All I need is for something to tell me that everything is wrong, and I feel right at home again.

You know, I give so much out of my own free will. Who's saying I'm going to get anything in return? My own recklessness puts me where I am.

I really should be getting to sleep, but. So we all know that deal about beauty being a concept. In that movie Clementine was a concept, as much as she tried to fight it. There wasn't any mention of how Clementine felt, really, she just came in memories. Not to say it didn't matter, it just wasn't the focus of the movie. She was a character and a puzzle piece. No matter how things changed, there were still those memories of her that made Joel what he is. You can't focus on essence because it's made up of a lot of things. Maybe that's just how I saw the movie though. It would be great to have some feedback on my failure.

The moon is all freaky tonight, all huge and orange. If I hadn't've gone to that meeting and wasted my time I wouldn't have noticed.

I have to be a curious egotist. You guys edit this picture for me? Like a coloring book or something. In my class almost everybody is really outspoken about their ideas, and I wish I could stick them all in my brain. I'm wondering what you would do with it if you were drawing it. I happen to know it's ugly, go suck a dick :(
( Yes I saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and it changed my life. )

I'm really on a roll with this art project. I thought I was in a rut an hour ago, but that was just the head of the zit, and now, POP! Oh my god, so juicy!